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September 23 moved I'VE MOVED AND CHANGED MY SPACE & E-MAIL ADDRESS. my new space address: http://30nakedelephants.spaces.live.com my new email address: spankmy30pinkelephants@hotmail.com but you still can read my previous entries like maybe the insults i typed to my "beloved"cutie pie cousin Vanessa, what happened during my student nurse days and many other events that happened to me. And you can view my photos too. but i won't be here anymore. looking forward. audrey pooped and scrapped September 09 vitas- 7 элемент Haven't been updating for so long!! Work is tiring! I've just finished my 4 nights! and look like a zombie. The entire shift wasn't busy, quite manageable, just that time passes so slow that I wanted to smash the whole clock and go home to snuggle on my warm queen size bed. The air con was blasting at 18 degrees and was shivering like nobody's business... My buddy wasn't with me the entire night either.. she told me she need to relief the other areas while I remained inside the freezing Operating Theater alone! When I went round the department looking for her to see if I can help, I found her inside the tea room sipping her hot coffee watching the television, laughing and joking with the rest. Felt like bashing the living hell out of her. like seriously. Thats not all! After that, I marched back to OT fuming, she called me and asked me if there were any case to attend and she will be at the external area for fever patients to help but when I went to take a look, she was chit chatting with her bloody gossipy bitchy bunch of Malay colleagues. And there was only 1 patient sleeping on the trolley waiting to be sent up to the ward. How busy eh? Imagine I spend 2 nights working with her... wow. And my lovely preceptor is a bloody fake nosy bitch. I really love where I am working at, my job scope and environment, but its the people and their behavior that disgust me right to my bones. Everyone is putting a mask on their face acting like they care can lend a shoulder when you cry. But the truth is they are hiding a kitchen knife behind their backs, ready to stab you when you commit the slightest mistake or make a complain about your superiors or other colleagues. Guess what? Thats what my preceptor is doing!! She acts like she cares and she lends her ears when I vent my anger towards other colleagues or department sisters after that, she turns her back against me by telling her gossipy nosy bitchy friends what I told her. Like what the fuck? After I found out she went round telling her friends, she still got the cheek to advice me not to tell anyone anything in this department except her, because she is my preceptor. GET REAL BITCH? Stupid motherfucker. I AM FREAKING ANGRY RIGHT NOW! stupid preceptor. fucking motherfucker. BUT! I had had fun at OT with some of the policemen as well as the traffic police officers. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! Trying to get fresh. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! NIGHT SHIFTS ARE SO MUCH FUN!!!!! and I get to have 3 days off! Yippiee yay!!! audrey scrapped....................................................  August 19 let's stay together by Tina Turner Haven't been blogging for quite some time! Work was terrible these few weeks. ED is always packed with so many patients! There is always something to do every minute and I hardly get any chance to take a short break to sit down and chit chat. Just imagine, patients calling nurses to bring them to the toilet to relief their bladder or bowel, anxious relatives would pester busy nurses about the condition of their loved ones, doctors busy with resuscitation or stand-by cases, nurse managers would be walking around the department to ensure nurses are busy with work and nurses would be busy carrying out orders, doing admissions and discharges, ECGs, IV drips and changing of diapers. Its seriously hectic in the emergency department! And its the JCI week.... oh gosh! Kill me! All the staying back and do housekeeping.... it ruined my relationship with my friends. I love working at emergency but at the same time I hate it too! Too much stress and too little time to complete everything!!! I need more time!! 24 hours is not enough! I need more time! HAHAHAHAHA!!! Oh well! At the end of the day, I would always tell myself this sentence:' I love emergency dept'. Holland Village is a perfect place to put on at least 2 kg. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Just a few days ago on Carol's birthday, my mom brought us to Crystal Jade for lunch. After she left and met her boss, Danny came and he was freaking hungry so Carol suggested "Monster Mash." We tried their mash potatoes once at that restaurant before and we stick our 2 thumbs up for it and decided to come back on her birthday. I was freaking full so I had a plate of sinful YET healthy dessert!!! Its called:' Sticky toffee pudding with butterscotch and custard'. Initially I thought it will turn out bad, but it was awesome!!! Its happiness after each spoon of that wonderful stuff. Its even better then NYDC's boney cake. Texture is about the same, but contents are NOT the same. The mash is the ultimate! QUICK!!! HEAD DOWN TO MONSTER MASH NOW!!!!! :D  audrey scrapped....................................................................... July 28 thats how heartaches are made by Baby Washington. FINALLY!!! its been such a long time since I've blogged. its my 2nd month at TTSH. Work was awesome! NO-in charge put me in Minor Operating Theater for 2 weeks straight!! Did the counting of the instruments, laerdal sets and equipments all by myself without the help of my seniors!!! So proud of myself! HAHAHA!!! Think I can request going solo and see if I can handle everything all by myself. Hehehehe!!! Pay day was on the 25th! Opened a new account at UOB and banked in $500! so fucking proud of myself! Want to save up for future and emergency use, who knows I might just collapse and die one day? But I do hope when that day comes, the account would have at least $1000. HAHAHAHA!!! Its just a random weird thinking all of a sudden when I got my pay check. HAHAHA!!! Went for a shopping spree too!!!!!! Bought a few cute tops, shorts, ear-ings and a a pair of sneakers!! So glad I am a girl and can carry such cute tops and shorts! HAHAHA!!! Guess I am tired of being so tomboy-ish!! HAHAHAHA!! Maybe its because of the new hair cut and color thats why everything looks so bright and cheerful!! HAHAHA!! Think I will need to get a bigger wardrobe soon! HAHAHAHA!!! Am waiting to get a pair of Nuabs sandles! Think am going to get 1 for my mom too! HAHAHAHAHA!! cos it looks damn nice and comfortable too!!!!! Its the kind of sandles I've been looking for a long time! The price is comparable to birkins too!! There's nothing you do can spoil my day, because at the end you are at the losing end. You can criticize and say sarcastic comments with your 'oh so perfect' english. I know I am not perfect and don't really mind if my vocabulary is lousy. But hey! I don't really care if I am vulgar or rude or being a hypocrite. I know I am perfect in God's eye. Please don't assume things when you don't understand the situation? I don't like to be accused of things I didn't do. Guess you are unlikely to understand any situation because you would only look from your point of view. OH!! I've judged you. Yea, only God can judge us. I forgot. My dearest cousin, be a little more understanding at times Think out of that pea brain of yours, tilt your head to the positive side at times. You can't change people, but harsh situation changes them. If you want to change people so badly, why don't you start with yourself first. Its a pity the relationship was broken for $13.35 Ridiculous is it not? Laughing and gazing at my rain stained windows I shake my head and ponder:' God? Can you tell me what's the big fucking problem?' audrey scrapped............................................. July 23 phew!Its been a long time since I've blog here! Life has been great when I started working. No doubt its tiring and you'll get scolding most of the time, I do enjoy working at my department at times. I've got wonderful friends and they do teach and guide me when I need help, hear my complains when a senior staff scolded me or when I just need someone to talk to. They are great people! and I LOVE MY JOB! Met up with my long time friends recently and participated in the SHAPE RUN!!!!! OMGOODNESS!!! it was awesome!!!! think I would want to register next year too!!! Maybe still participating in the 5 KM run again. Don't have to same stamina as last time! But I CAN BUILD IT UP!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!! Meeting up with them was great! Will upload pictures soon! It was more then awesome! I can't describe the feeling when I was on the road jogging happily and freely together with my other fellow runners! It felt like I've break through some prison! HAHHAHAHHAHAH!!! will update on my off day, GTG!!! I am on afternoon shift!!! audrey scrapped................................................... audrey's lil spacelandI have five rules. Memorize them. Rule number one, don't bother sucking up. I already hate you, that's not gonna change |
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